TURKEY!!

Happy Turkey day (:
Hope everyone eats tons of food, has fun, & sees all their family.

ps...TURKEY!

People

People don't understand..why I am the way I am. Why? It's because of the good an bad people. I try to look at the bright side of things. But sometimes I just crack, like last night for an example. I don't see how people think it's funny to see people in pain. I usually brush stupid shit like that off. But I couldn't. I was torn, why?? Because it's constantly. People just try to take me down everyday..why? Nothing about me is special. So im still trying to figure that out..

Breaking Dawn!!

Oh, the Twilight series (:
I lovee the series. My friend & I are being nerds, going to the midnight showing. Like a boss! Haha, anyways we  are making shirts. Yep then going to see Eclipse a few hours before. But, we have 2 hours in between each movie. That means....PARTY. I will update after it. After the movie...maybe going in the hot tub and just relax for a few hours. Then go to school. Doesn't sound like a blast??? Be warned. My mood might not be the best (:

Jerks!

Have you ever had a person you just cant stand?

That they think they are such badasses that they dont have to listen to anyone? No matter what you say, they are always right and you are wrong.

FYI - for anyone who is one of them.
Please fix yourselfs.

Fights - Self Evalutation

Fights.
Aren't those fun!! No. They are stupid. And honestly its the most fucking hurtful thing to me.
Some may ask...why?

Let me tell you,
No matter who it is, family or friends. They will point out your flaws.
Here while we are at it, let me list them out for all of you.
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Im fat
Im loud
Im not the prettiest
Im constantly judging myself
Im constantly feel bad for my family that they have to deal with me
Im not the best friend to have
I dont know when to shut up and listen
I say I dont give a shit what people say, but I break down when i hear things
Im too emotional
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There we go, my flaws. Of course I missed some, actually I missed most of them. There's too many count.

So let me tell you the reason why I am writing this blog.
Because, I don't want anyone to do what Im doing. If any fucking low life does this to you. DONT GIVE A SHIT. Its hard to do. But in the long run you will benefit from it, you don't want to be like me. Please take my advice, while also try to, too.